Gulmohar n Summer....
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It is may , sweltering heat of mumbai dust n crowd take the charm of summer out of you...but still there are certain things that hold you back and make you enjoy the beauty of summer...
tiresome n humid mumbai summer..

A fully blown gulmohar*** tree is one of them..
In my banyan park office now there are full blown gulmohar trees ..when we goes for daily routine walk after lunch inside the campus we could see full fully blown beautiful flames of fire...
They call it gulmohar, flame of the forest or flamboyant tree...for me it is a pleasant feeling that takes me back to my childhood dayz

summer vacations were also occasions of local festivals. I used to wait eagerly for the festival season as it was a time when all those cousins whom I used to meet only once in a year come together.....also by that time summer vacations would be about to finish.....so that sadness as well as the laziness to get back to the school would also in the back ground.. I used to pray let that festival never be complete...but again it will just remain as one among hundreds of my prayers; which goes unanswered..:-)

When I went home for a vacation last month...summer was approaching the end of itz tenure this year....red carpets in the shades of gulmohar trees had started to make distinct pattern

Be it in dadar,andheri or along the country side of valluvanadan land scape beside the railway line towards palakkad... cacased red marvel of gulmohar is always a feeling that brings freshness in to your mind.Provided there is at least some amount of compassionate attitude left in your mind,provided you can spare some seconds to open your eyes and look at the red carpet that nature have preserved for you....

*** Common name: Flame Tree, Royal Poinciana, Gulmohar
Discovered in the early 19th century in its native Madagascar by botanist Wensel Bojer, Gulmohar is a flamboyant tree in flower - some say the world's most colorful tree. For several weeks in spring and summer it is covered with exuberant clusters of flame-red flowers.

Holding a piece of Time

Yesterday was b'day of my Bro's twins.... 2 yrs of struggle for him and sis-in-law..by gods grace both the kids are sound n safe......

they have grown up enough to call me uncle... ''uncle''; hearing that there are some mixed feelings evoked with in myself......of course happy to hear their sweet voices ....but it again remind me of the most accurate thing in this world.Time....It is flying like any thing... ..

I feel like to be there and be part of the events , b'day celebrations , marriages, get togetherz.. but as usual missing all those small small happiness as I wont be able get leave as and when required....itz fine ..all part of the game...

making and breaking of relations and healing of all the wounds..all part n parcel of this great journey called life.....but now a dayz..i have started thinking about the other side ..... in the quest of aiming @ professional excellence and a better tomorrow...is it that i am missing out my todayz ...quite thought provoking...I always believe in living life king size......over n again am i negating my self ??.....a small spark...some where it is there....
I always believed and still believes there should be a cause in your life...but what is my cause...I still couldn't identify..or is it that I have ,but I just cant take that final decision about my destiny.

...probably this confusion or rather state of mind where there is a lack of clarity existed right from the begining of human life.....it might be genetically encrypted....again all the these questions can be answered only by time...we might be able to derive it....but never will be able to define....

sleeping patterns..

I was waiting for some thing through out the night..
gestating some thing...which I felt may turn around my life..
long hours made me wary..but I was sure about my intuitions ..
also the time i already spent waiting;compelled me to hang on for more time...

Time passed and the wait was inspiring horror..
I told my self,mate hold on , outcome is going to be excellent..
it was too late ....before I accredit that it is another dawn..
it was too late ..I recogonize that it was just another illusion...


wat stupid yaa..i lost one full night sleep !!!!!!...